Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Neurosis Unite

I’ve been an emotional wreck this week. Sunday night, my boyfriend of near a year shook the foundation. He probably hasn’t realized he awoke my worst fears – even though in the beginning I was upfront about them. He’s older than me, never been married, and I’m his longest relationship. I’ve always been worried about the “flavor” of our relationship in terms of forever. Can he stay interested in me? He’s never given me a reason to doubt until Sunday night.
Give my neurosis a break – I can’t even type this without tearing up.

This week has been insult to injury. I can't decide how to talk to him about it or even if I should. I think I should give it some time and pray time gives me perspective.

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